This evening I realised that I have been desperately looking and waiting for somebody to come along and make me forget about all the things I dislike about myself with their own inner and outer beauty. I should instead concentrate on all the things I want and need to be, that I know I can and will be.  

I first discovered this secret on post secret many, many years ago. When I fist found it I probably would have hoped that by now, days before my 20th birthday I would have reached a happy place. I am happy, but there is so much more for me than I have now. I must always strive to be a better person, to who I will eventually be remembered as when I am gone.