robyn anne lynch

life is meant to be an adventure, recently i feel like i’ve forgotten that, and to an extent, myself. hopefully the next 1001 days will change that. as of the 1st of may 2009 i plan to set myself 101 tasks to be completed within 1001 days. i will not tell you what these tasks are. instead i will write about my adventures and create a personal blog to remember them by while i tick them off my list one by one. this blog will also include all and any other thoughts i feel like sharing with the world during that time in hope to create a proper documentation of this new adventure, this new self.

Sunday, 3 May 2009


I have never been loved. I have never had somebody whisper, shout or even scream out that they love me. I have never been validated in that way. It makes me sad everyday and I always wonder what it is I am missing out on. Wether this is because I have rotten luck with boys, or because there is something about me that is unlovable I don't know. My mind often flitters between the two and I am not sure which is right.
It is not that I don't want love, or that I don't believe in it. I think that if its strong enough, then love can conquer all. That is what I believe in, but love doesn't believe in me. 
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4 comments:

  1. Zoë3 May 2009 at 10:38

    I love you, so does Bear - know it's not quite what you are looking for, but, that will come in time xxxx

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  2. Robyn3 May 2009 at 11:09

    I hope you are right, I am truly done with feeling lonely. Love you too xxx

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  3. Anonymous3 May 2009 at 14:42

    It's just a word, not some omnipotent power. Find satisfaction when people choose to be with you, not when they profess some uncontrolable force is dictating their actions. People love being in love, and it's often their own insecurities and loneliness that make them "shout it form the rooftops". Mutual affection trumps love imho!

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  4. Rachael5 May 2009 at 08:41

    Here here! for the comment above.
    If you want to think positively about not yet being in love...I worry that i may only fall in love once in my life and because i had it too young its been mucked up.
    Your not alone
    x

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